PICC

Lauren was awake for most of the day.  Had a great beginning and middle and a rough later.  Yesterday afternoon her IV went out on her, so off for the search for the IV gooroo we went.  This time it only took three specialists and 7 sticks but she got it.  Then this afternoon it went out again.  After finding no other veins they got the approval to put in a PICC.  It's a catheter that goes in a vein and ends in the heart.  It's safe and one of the best ways to get her her meds.  She had two previously.  Unfortunately, Lauren screamed almost the entire time, ripping my heart out. 

She was very tired, uncomfortable, and sad until just now.  Got her to finally to sleep.  Hopefully sh will get a great night of sleep and feel super in the morning.

I feel so drained right now.  I know that anyone reading this that has experienced a loved one in pain, knows exactly what I feel.  I know I am not alone, but I seriously just wanted to scream!  It's not Lauren's fault or anyone elses for that matter.  It's just frustrating and confusing.  Can't wait to get her healthy and back home.